betsy got a job

yep, thats right the lazy housewife got a job...i started working part time this week at fowler state bank as a teller. i didn't really want to get a job, but we could use the $$$, and it was an easy in, so why not, right? let me tell you, i did not anticipate it to be a difficult job, but there is soooooooo much that you have to remember. i am finally starting to get the hang of it after 3 days, but still i am not that comfortable with it. today was my first day running my own drawer and it went pretty smoothly, that is until the end of the day when we balance our drawers. somehow i was off by $21.53, that is i had too much $$$ in my drawer, lol.....i guess that is better than having too little : ) but still i felt like a dumb dumb....but shit happens, right? hopefully monday will be a better day, and i am sure it will be...

in all honesty the hardest part of having a job is being away from my boys...granted, they are right across the street from me, and i do get to see them on my lunch break, and they are with 2 of the most amazing women i have ever known, but it still sucks to be away from them.......when i am away from them so much, it just makes me realize what i am missing out on, and appreciate even more, all of the time that i do get to spend with them. being a mom is such a blessing...a gift from god, and i am thankful everyday that i have 2 amazing little boys! i don't know what i would do without them.

honestly, maybe i have had a couple of drinks tonite, and that is what got the blogging going, but i needed a couple drinks after a long 3 days of working. i mean, come on now, i haven't had a job in a long friggin' time....what do you all expect??? lol a wise man once told me a drunk mans tongue speaks a sober mans mind...well that might have been my baby brother who said that, but still... (not that i would necessarily call myself drunk but, maybe a lil buzzed : ) ) anyway hopefully this all sounds good when i read it in the morning, lol hopefully i didn't make too much of an ass of myself...not that it matters much, because i seem to do that quite often anyways. well, thats all i have for tonite/this a.m. i better get to bed, because i am sure nic will be getting up at the crack of dawn just to punish me for drinking a few beers, lol........thats just how it goes when you are a mommy

until we meet again...b